i am here to vent about the vn-Paper Masks this time. i wish i never read or knew about this. this VN is the embodiment of ragebait for me. TRIGGER WARNINGS please the mc gives me second hand humiliation, i'm like, girl, stand up, please have some self respect but nooo. but that isn't even bad or the worst part of this vn. the "romance option", he's a monster in my eyes (I have sympathy for what he went through as a child but that doesn't mean it gives him a free pass to do what he had done to mc and still have that kind of attitude). i think i am just not the right audience for this type of story. for me, the LI abused mc. some might justify it by saying the mc said to do his worst or something like that but it reminds me of 50 shades of grey, which i consider sexualization/glorification of abuse in the name of BDSM but here, it's not even being sugarcoated as bdsm. the acknowledgement of THAT scene as what it was is lukewarm for me and i think some of the aftermaths especially some part of the conversation between mc and that di*khead, dare i say, is romanticized. his sorry text means sh*t to me, maybe because i am not the most forgiving person, but for me, it has the same energy as someone saying sorry after cheating/abusing/assaulting/r*ping. the saddest thing for me is mc is truly helpless and alone, not only she's poor but she is also doing a case of identity theft. if she wanted to ask for help, she can't without incriminating herself and also, the ro's family is influential rich and the ro himself is a lawyer or something like that...so there's really no help and my heart breaks for mc. i am still playing the game because i don't see it as a romance game, rather as a rescue mission, i am trying to save my girl/mc... i just hope the author allows some options where the mc doesn't end up with that horror of a man and hates him because the default mc still has feelings for that a*shole after everything (that scene is definitely the worst but he has done other worse things too.) i genuinely hate him. i don't care what happens to that man as long as he stays away from the mc